The Agony and the Ecstacy
Wow, what a couple of days. If you know you know, if not suffice to say life is a roller coaster. The choices in front of us never seem clear until they are behind us, and then we are either kicking ourselves or… I guess everyone wants to be happy, but maybe they should give us a manual or at least show us the previews.
I think the hardest thing is to turn your back on things you are comfortable with when you know they are wrong for your life. You know it is the right decision and the right thing to do but at the same time it hurts as you lose those things you are so familiar with, that feel so safe. I have done it many times and later on has never seemed like the wrong thing to do, but EVERY TIME it felt like I was dying, which makes me feel better that this time may be no different. Feels different though.
It is definitely a troubling time, and others are going through much harder things than I. Helps to put things in perspective, but I hate that the only thing that cheers me up is that it could be worse.
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